Today did a selfish decision making, December 13, 2013 I broke up with you. Many people will think “what a pity, why broke up with a fantastic girl?” Our problem was occurred while upon I received a message that I been offer work abroad, despite how you unwilling you still pretend you are happy for me and support me all the way. Absolutely, I am happy that you support and understanding me to fulfilled my dream. But the end you hurt yourself deeply and resistance yourself emoticon. Why? Why you need so kind to me?
By accidentally, I viewed your Twitter account and I got know all the reasons. I feel so guilty and shamed is because you keep blaming yourself and said yourself is whore, bitch, stupid women etc. Why? As I understanding, LOVE is not going to depreciate your self’s value and to coordinate with your partner. Thereupon, my selfish decision making might be will help both of us release from the painful.
You always is a myth for me, your existence was warm my life and guide me growth up much. I am appreciate and although my decision is relentlessly and hurt you much but I believe this will only short term and I hope and bless you having happiness everyday.
I suppose feeling good and release while I voiced broke up, but in contrast, I am felt heartache and feel so sad. I believe this also a while for me.
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