好好说再见

我爱过你笑的脸庞
我爱过你心的善良
这些年有你的时光
把我的孤独都照亮

我记得你说过的话(时间留不住一句话)
我记得曾为你疯狂(何时过了年少轻狂)
当情太深而缘太浅(当你离开我的世界)
至少要好好说再见(要怎么好好说再见)

一直以为真爱能直到永远
彼此相爱的每一天都是永远
一直以为我们有同一个明天
你曾是我的世界不完整的世界

如果花谢了会再开
如果错了的还能改
这些年累积的关怀
怎能说不在就不在

感情不该一直受伤(为何爱总是带着伤)
我不愿让你再失望(有期望才会有失望)
当幸福碎成一片片(一颗心碎成一片片)
至少要好好说再见(要怎么好好说再见)

一直以为真爱能直到永远
彼此相爱的每一天都是永远
一直以为我们有同一个明天
你曾是我的世界不完整的世界

相信你会过得更好(我还不想把你忘掉)
别丢弃你无邪的笑(再见面还可以拥抱)

我记得你说过的话(时间留不住一句话)
我记得曾为你疯狂(何时过了年少轻狂)
当爱情不再像从前(你永远是我的从前)
原谅我沉默的再见

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7mZjPmgigs

A Decision Making That Unbearable

Today did a selfish decision making, December 13, 2013 I broke up with you. Many people will think “what a pity, why broke up with a fantastic girl?” Our problem was occurred while upon I received a message that I been offer work abroad, despite how you unwilling you still pretend you are happy for me and support me all the way. Absolutely, I am happy that you support and understanding me to fulfilled my dream. But the end you hurt yourself deeply and resistance yourself emoticon. Why? Why you need so kind to me? 

By accidentally, I viewed your Twitter account and I got know all the reasons. I feel so guilty and shamed is because you keep blaming yourself and said yourself is whore, bitch, stupid women etc. Why? As I understanding, LOVE is not going to depreciate your self’s value and to coordinate with your partner. Thereupon, my selfish decision making might be will help both of us release from the painful.          

You always is a myth for me, your existence was warm my life and guide me growth up much. I am appreciate and although my decision is relentlessly and hurt you much but I believe this will only short term and I hope and bless you having happiness everyday. 

I suppose feeling good and release while I voiced broke up, but in contrast, I am felt heartache and feel so sad. I believe this also a while for me.