That’s called “wave after wave”, unpleasantness things were intermittent come to me. Within these few months there were a lot of controversies. Along to these few months, finally I also consciousness there are no deuce / perfect in this world. No matter how you effort to get both in perfect, always automatically will have a side was happy and another was sad. Why? What’s going on?
Perhaps I am too fragile, every time when happen this kind of controversies, sure I will bend to inferior thinking. Some words sure will float onto my mind, instance: “Shouldn’t I deserve to get love? Why I get love, and then sure will have another hurt to someone? No matter how there was my family or my friend. Why?” This question is eternal to devastating me. Although I am easy fall to bad thinking, but I am also easy to retracted & explicated and persuade myself in positive thinking. The problem is I always torture myself with my cranky. In spite of there is detrimental, and why I still astray on it? Sarcastically…
Undeniable, I am a scoundrel… Due to my financial situation, I always refuse people’s invitation to travel. But today I being a hypocritical person, I was purchased an air fare to travelling on next year. Façade is frill with frugal but the behind is the squander. What a shameful I have!!! (Despise). I can understand to my friends taunt to me, and only can blame is myself naïve.
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