Age getting increase means your burdens are also getting heavier. Do you agree with this phrase?
I remembered when I am juvenile, and after the high school prepare step in to the society. I am excited and thinking that I am growing up, I can have my own helluva ideal. My wish is to study abroad, and hope to settle down in oversea after graduated and then I can leave my motherland forever. (This is dementia thinking). Due to financial and no gifted of studying, I opted to studying and working at the same time. It is a very tough jobs to me, in between I really slaving away and hope to forego for the continuously. Finally I resisted 6 years to completing my diploma & degree, it’s obviously edible me very long period (I have took rest for 2 years between). But it is really worth to my endeavor, although the result was not so outstanding. After graduated my degree, I been employed by a MLM company and the superior and boss are very optimistic about to me. Worked three months, they sent me to Center Asia for settle some issues and attending event over there. After that worked till five months, my boss was recommended to send me work abroad be the “International Business Manager”. Whoa, how excited I am… On that moment, I can see my prospects and I do apart from anything else directly accept the offer, because work abroad and live in oversea was my dream. I do appreciated my superior and boss to auxiliary me to fulfill my dreams.
State of affair was resistance almost 1 year plus closed to 2 years, everything not like fabulous that perfect. A lot issues was occurring, and make me felt much fed up and dejected. In this circumstance of interaction, finally company management was approved my resignation and the repatriation. I was happy, I can back to motherland to meet my family, beloved and friends. Ostensible, there is a happy things happened but might be is another hiding problem existing. I had recall back why I so rather to leave from my motherland and my family on that moment? Is because, I wish to get a nook to escape from my family problem and every unpleasant things. For now, I was uncertainly of my cranky thinking, like example: First, I am worried about my emolument, will getting halved drop and no idea whether it could cover all my expenditure or not. Second, must vigorous to get job ASAP to prevent my income shortage. Third, were my major worrying part (family), hoping there are everything was calm and serenity.
The final part was I very appreciated to my beloved. A long distance relationship was kept maintain around 3 months, we are still in good. I wish to thankful her understanding, inclusive, trusting and being my listener when I am going outta on wreaking.
