Two Reality Salespersons

Some days ago, a couple has hanging out at a shopping mall, the funny things was occurred while the couple was paying concentrated on their conversation and crossing the credit card exhibition stall, sudden a credit card sales person have come beside the couple and request the couple stay 5 minutes to listen him on explanation how the credit cards are incredible, fantastic and of sorts benefit… (Below was the dialogue among the couple and salesperson)

Salesperson: Hi, I am from XX bank, do you need to apply a credit card?? Our bank has a promotion of applying a credit card of platinum, then you are entitle to get a 20’inch luggage and discount on somewhere restaurant or shopping mall (hand hold with leaflet).

Couple Mr K & Ms L: (Shaking head and hand & smile to the salesperson)

Salesperson: (Trying to obstruct the couple step forward) C’mon, just give me 5 minutes to explain to you. Do you have using any credit card now? If yes, that is very easy. Just fill up the form and get a copy of ID and everything was done. Upon the matriculated and approval of the credit card, you will get the benefits that offer right now.

Salesperson: This credit card is not necessary to pay the government fee and annual fee. There was so attractive.

Couple Mr K: (Seem so interesting and keep looking at the leaflet that holding by the salesperson) Hmm…

Salesperson: Can I know how much per month you have earning on your salary??

Couple Mr K: I am jobless now.

Salesperson: (Face expression was change) Oops, ok, thank you.

Couple Mr K & Ms L: (Leave from the place)

The couple was starving and goes to restaurant to fill up their stomach. Unexpectedly, after few hours ago the couple was crossing another credit card exhibition stall. Beneath was another ridiculous conversation occurred:-

Salesperson: Hi, I am from XX bank, do you need to apply a credit card?? Our bank has a promotion of applying credit card and you are entitled to get discount on somewhere restaurant or shopping mall (hand hold with leaflet).

Couple Mr K & Ms L: (Shaking head and hand & smile to the salesperson again)

Salesperson: (Trying to obstruct the couple step forward again) C’mon, just give me 5 minutes to explain to you. Do you have using any credit card now? If yes, that is very easy. Just fill up the form and get a copy of ID and everything was done. This is not necessary to pay the government fee and annual fee.

Couple Mr K: We didn’t use credit card…

Salesperson: Argh? You two are student?

Couple Mr K and Ms L: (Nodding head) Yes. [Cheat the salesperson]

Salesperson: (Face expression was change) Ok, thank you.

Upshot: Do you think that above the dialogue were so funny and ridiculous? LOL

Perturbed

Age getting increase means your burdens are also getting heavier. Do you agree with this phrase?

I remembered when I am juvenile, and after the high school prepare step in to the society. I am excited and thinking that I am growing up, I can have my own helluva ideal. My wish is to study abroad, and hope to settle down in oversea after graduated and then I can leave my motherland forever. (This is dementia thinking). Due to financial and no gifted of studying, I opted to studying and working at the same time. It is a very tough jobs to me, in between I really slaving away and hope to forego for the continuously. Finally I resisted 6 years to completing my diploma & degree, it’s obviously edible me very long period (I have took rest for 2 years between). But it is really worth to my endeavor, although the result was not so outstanding. After graduated my degree, I been employed by a MLM company and the superior and boss are very optimistic about to me. Worked three months, they sent me to Center Asia for settle some issues and attending event over there. After that worked till five months, my boss was recommended to send me work abroad be the “International Business Manager”. Whoa, how excited I am… On that moment, I can see my prospects and I do apart from anything else directly accept the offer, because work abroad and live in oversea was my dream. I do appreciated my superior and boss to auxiliary me to fulfill my dreams.

State of affair was resistance almost 1 year plus closed to 2 years, everything not like fabulous that perfect. A lot issues was occurring, and make me felt much fed up and dejected. In this circumstance of interaction, finally company management was approved my resignation and the repatriation. I was happy, I can back to motherland to meet my family, beloved and friends. Ostensible, there is a happy things happened but might be is another hiding problem existing. I had recall back why I so rather to leave from my motherland and my family on that moment? Is because, I wish to get a nook to escape from my family problem and every unpleasant things. For now, I was uncertainly of my cranky thinking, like example: First, I am worried about my emolument, will getting halved drop and no idea whether it could cover all my expenditure or not. Second, must vigorous to get job ASAP to prevent my income shortage. Third, were my major worrying part (family), hoping there are everything was calm and serenity.

The final part was I very appreciated to my beloved. A long distance relationship was kept maintain around 3 months, we are still in good. I wish to thankful her understanding, inclusive, trusting and being my listener when I am going outta on wreaking.

Attitude of Incorrigible

That’s called “wave after wave”, unpleasantness things were intermittent come to me. Within these few months there were a lot of controversies. Along to these few months, finally I also consciousness there are no deuce / perfect in this world. No matter how you effort to get both in perfect, always automatically will have a side was happy and another was sad. Why? What’s going on?

Perhaps I am too fragile, every time when happen this kind of controversies, sure I will bend to inferior thinking. Some words sure will float onto my mind, instance: “Shouldn’t I deserve to get love? Why I get love, and then sure will have another hurt to someone? No matter how there was my family or my friend. Why?” This question is eternal to devastating me. Although I am easy fall to bad thinking, but I am also easy to retracted & explicated and persuade myself in positive thinking. The problem is I always torture myself with my cranky. In spite of there is detrimental, and why I still astray on it? Sarcastically…

Undeniable, I am a scoundrel… Due to my financial situation, I always refuse people’s invitation to travel. But today I being a hypocritical person, I was purchased an air fare to travelling on next year. Façade is frill with frugal but the behind is the squander. What a shameful I have!!! (Despise). I can understand to my friends taunt to me, and only can blame is myself naïve.

A Meaningful Lyrics

Sharing: 

Leave and let me go

You’re not meant for me I know

Carry on carry on 

And I’ll stay strong

Leave and let me go 

I will think of you I know

But carry on carry on 

And I’ll stay strong

Someone else will keep you warm from now on

Someone else will keep you safe from the storm

But I’ll be with you wherever you go

So you will never be alone

I’m going where the wind blows

Going where the lost ones go

I will be with you

I’m losing the loved I found

Crying without a sound

Where have you gone?

I will be with you

You were my fool for love

Sent me from high above

You were the one

I will be with you

I’m going where the wind blows

Going where the lost ones go

Leave and let me go

Don’t look back just let me know

Carry on carry on

You must stay strong

Nothing ever looks the same in the light

Nothing ever seems to quite turn out right

When you realize that you have been loved

You will never be alone

I’m going where the wind blow

Going where the lost ones go

I will be with you

I’m losing the love I found

Crying without a sound

Where have you gone?

I will be with you

You were my fool for love

Sent me from high above

You were the one

I will be with you

I’m going where the wind blows

Going where the lost ones go

Leave and let me go

Baby I can’t come along

Carry on carry on

You must stay strong

Volcano finally Outbreak

Ultimately the volcano was outbreak. Whether you guys remembered the previous blog regarding the project of staff A and staff B? As the story continue, staff B was finally riposte to staff A, the previous story was headway to staff A sent the planning to staff B for peruse. Unexpectedly staff A has blamed + madden staff B not went through the file. If not forgotten, staff A was promise himself accept the things going with the flow and understand the phrase of “everything can’t be insist, and there will not blissful”. At the commencing, staff A was complied his promise not to bother anymore and thought that since he has completed his quests. Who else know, at the meanwhile in this circumstance, staff B gonna to inform staff A that he will started the progress. Staff A was hilarious when heard that staff B mentioned he gonna started the progress, and on this moment staff A has get carried away and totally forgot what he vow before. After few days, staff A was texting to staff B asking the progress, and see whether need help or not. Hard to interpreted, staff B was replied “if you don’t believe me, I also nothing can do”. Suddenly staff A was so frustration when saw the text replied from staff B, in act staff A was not intention to offensive to staff B. But in this circumstance, staff B was firmly believes staff A was the person nitpicks to him and keep blaming on him too. Therefore, the dynamites were flammable and the quarrel is interactive between staff A and staff B. Till the quarrel was fall into a bit outta and acute, staff A decided to evade and wish the conflict will stop.

After the enragement, staff A was feeling not well and migraine, then he going to dose some medicine and taken rest. During the rest taken, something was kept floated onto staff A’s mind and make him can’t fall asleep. Staff A was spook and kept thinking why he going to do such trashy things and after done also no people will appreciate on it. Staff A was confusing about 1 thing that is he only ask the progress and didn’t bring with any offensive intention, but why staff B will senses that is offended? Possibility mutual already bear with “heart sick” and keep dislike other side any action even only a little greeting.

I believe there is no anyone are wishes happened those unpleasantness things, really hope staff A and staff B could truce and pay collaborate to accomplish the project and again built up the good and saturation relationship.             

A Flaw

A character of anxiously and stubborn often was the flaw of a person. And these kinds of the attitude are always aggravating you. That’s called “the king is not in anxiety, but the flunky is hustle” undeniable; this is such good phrase. I am the guy who always plays the role of “flunky”, may be is relevant to my characteristic, ostensibly I look like an arbitrary person. But in the act, I am a guy who always pursuing the perfectionist, but every time of some issues that leading my plan was going too imperfectly.

Lemme get a metaphor a story: Come with a project and allocating 2 staffs to handle it. Staff A is to responsible the commencing part (financing), and staff B is to responsible to the middle part (planning), in the end staffs A & B were going to execute the final part (attacking). The due date was closely and left two months to go… One day, staff A has a hunch and a bit anxious about the project, but staff A was struggling to queries staff B how the process going on right now? Because staff A was worried if keep on asking and might be will pressure up to staff B. With a fidget of staff A, finally can’t tempted with the persistent, going to ask staff B how the process going on? As predictions, staff B answer with “no, haven’t start yet” and request staff A help to prepare on it. Staff A believes staff B has his own reason and why not going to start the middle part of project. With the elapsed, staff A agreed to help to prepare the middle part of the project and only the one request staff B to assist on reservation of the tools to complete middle part of the project. Staff B has thrilled on respond agrees as the answer.

After some days ago, staff A was at his wit’s end to complete the assignment and doing the priority to send to staff B to have a glance. Staff A was single-minded thought that staff B will unanimous mind with staff A, after received the project will peruse and proceeding the reservation part. The time fly past, 4 days after, staff A asking staff B whether the planning necessary of any amendment. Staff B replied “I not go thru the file yet”. At this circumstance, simultaneous, staff A felt so dejected and mind unfruitful, no idea where supposed to do on the following step. Be honestly, the foremost spirit of the whole project was commencing part (financing) and the reservation tools. Once these two parts have done then the following planning and attacking were come in handy. It’s a pity, staff A has already weary and forsake the obligation {exhorting to staff B anymore}. Finally staff A accepted the concept everything just let it go with the flow.

The above story has not ending, but the story was teaching us “everything can’t be insist, and there will not blissful”. Hench, integrity blessing staff B can detach the attitude of slovenly and doing repentant on helping to complete the project.   

                         

【孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙！】

文/ 劉繼榮

母親真的老了，變得孩子般纏人

每次打電話來，總是滿懷熱誠地問：「你什麼時候回家？」

且不說相隔一千多里路，要轉三次車，光是工作

孩子已經讓我分身無術，哪裡還抽得出時間回家。

母親的耳朵不好，我解釋了半天，她仍舊熱切地問：

「你什麼時候能回來？」

幾次三番，我終於沒有了耐心，在電話裏衝母親大聲嚷嚷

她終於聽明白，默默掛了電話。

隔幾天，母親又問同樣的問題

只是那語調怯怯地，沒有了底氣。

像個不甘心的孩子，明知問了也是白問

可就是忍不住。我心一軟，沉吟了一下。

母親見我沒有煩，立刻開心起來。

她欣喜地向我描述：

「後院的石榴都開花了，西瓜快熟了，你回來吧。」

我為難地說：

「那麼忙，怎麼能請得上假呢！」

她急急地說：

「你就說媽媽得了癌，只有半年的活頭了！」

我立刻責怪她胡說，她呵呵地笑了。

小時候，每逢颳風下雨，我不想去上學

便裝肚子疼，被母親識破，挨了一頓好罵。

現在老了，她反而教著女兒說謊了，我又好氣又好笑。

這樣的問答不停地重複著，我終於不忍心

告訴她下個月一定回去，母親竟高興得哽咽起來。

可不知怎麼了，永遠都有忙不完的事

每件事都比回家重要，最後，到底沒能回去。

電話那頭的母親，仿佛沒有力氣再說一個字

我滿懷內疚：「媽，生氣了吧？」

母親這一回聽真了，她連忙說：

「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙。」

可是沒幾天，母親的電話催得越發緊了。

她說，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回來吃吧。

我說，有什麼稀罕

這裏滿大街都是，花個十元八元就能吃個夠。

母親不高興了，我又耐下性子來哄她：

「不過，那些東西都是化肥和農藥餵大的

哪有你種的好呢。」

母親得意地笑起來。

星期六那天，氣溫特別高

我不敢出門 開了空調在家裏呆著。

孩子嚷嚷雪糕沒了，我只好下樓去超市買。

在暑氣蒸騰的街頭，我忽然就看見了母親的背影。

看樣子她剛下車，胳膊上挎著個籃子

背上背著沉甸甸的袋子，她彎著腰，左躲右閃著

怕別人碰了她的東西。

在擁擠的人流裏，母親每走一步都很吃力。

我大聲地叫她，她急急抬起滿是熱汗的臉

四處尋找，看見我走過來，竟驚喜地說不出話來。

一回到家，母親就喜滋滋地往外捧那些東西。

她的手青筋暴露，十指上都纏著膠布

手背上有結了痂的血口子。

母親笑著對我說：

「吃呀，你快吃呀，這全是我挑出來的。」

我這沒有出過遠門的母親，只為著我的一句話

便千里迢迢地趕了來。

她坐的是最便宜、沒有空調的客車，車上又熱又擠

但那些水靈靈的葡萄和梨子都完好無損。

我想像不出，她一路上是如何過來的

我只知道，在這世上，凡有母親的地方就有奇蹟。

母親只住了三天，她說我太辛苦

起早貪黑地上班，還要照顧孩子，她乾著急卻幫不上忙。

城裏的廚房設施，她一樣也不敢碰，生怕弄壞了。

她自己悄悄去訂了票，又悄悄地一個人走。

才回去一星期，母親又說想我了，不住地催我回家。

我苦笑：

「媽，你再耐心一些吧！」

第二天，我接到姨媽的電話：

「你媽媽病了，你快回來吧。」

我急得眼前發黑，淚眼婆娑地奔到車站，趕上了最後一趟車​。

一路上，我心裏不住地祈禱。

我希望這是母親騙我的，我希望她好好的。

我願意聽她的嘮叨，願意吃光她給我做的所有飯菜

願意經常抽空來看她。

此時，我才知道，人活到八十歲也是需要母親的。

車子終於到了村口，母親小跑著過來，滿臉的笑。

我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：

「你說什麼不好，說自己有病，虧你想得出！」

受了責備的母親，仍然無限地歡喜，她只是想看到我。

母親樂呵呵地忙進忙出，擺了一桌子好吃的東西

等著我的誇獎。我毫不留情地批評：

「紅豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；滷肉味道太鹹。」

母親的笑容頓時變得尷尬，她無奈地搔著頭。

我心裏暗笑，我知道，一旦我說什麼東西好吃

母親非得逼我吃一大堆，走的時候還要帶上

就這樣，我被她餵得肥肥白白，怎麼都瘦不下去。

而且，不貶低她，我怎麼有機會佔領灶台呢？

我給母親做飯，跟她聊天

母親長時間地凝視著我 眼裏滿是疼愛。

無論我說什麼，她都虔誠地半張著嘴

側著耳朵凝神地聽，就連午睡，她也坐在床邊

笑咪咪地看著我。我說：

「既然這麼疼我，為什麼不跟著我住呢？」

她說住不慣城裏的高樓。

沒呆幾天，我就急著要回去，母親苦苦央求我再住一天。

她說，今早已託人到城裏買菜了

一會兒準能回來，她一定要好好給我做頓飯。

縣城離這兒九十多里路

母親要把所有她認為好吃的東西都弄回來

讓我吃下去，她才能心安。

從姨媽家回來的時候，母親精心準備的菜餚

終於端上了桌，我不禁驚詫──魚鱗沒有刮盡

雞塊上是細密的雞毛、香油金針菇裏居然有頭髮絲。

無論是葷的還是素的，都讓人無法下箸。

母親年輕時那麼愛乾淨，如今老了竟邋遢得這樣。

母親見我挑來挑去就是不吃

她心疼地妥協了，送我去坐夜班車。

天很黑，母親挽著我的胳膊。

她說，你走不慣鄉下的路。

她陪我上了車，不住地囑咐東囑咐西

車子都開了，才急著下去，衣角卻被車門夾住，險些摔倒。

我哽咽著，趴在車窗上大叫：

「媽，媽，你小心些！」

她沒聽清楚，邊追著車跑邊喊：

「孩子，我沒有生你的氣，我知道你忙！」

這一回，母親仿佛滿足了，她竟沒有再催過我回家

只是不斷地對我說些開心的事：

「家裏又添了隻很乖的小牛犢；

明年開春，她要在院子裏種好多好多的花。」

聽著聽著，我心裏一片溫暖。

到年底，我又接到姨媽的電話。她說：

「你媽媽病了，快回來吧。」

我哪裡相信，我們前天才通的話

母親說自己很好，叫我不要掛念。

姨媽只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我還是回去了

並且買了一大袋母親愛吃的油糕。

車到村頭的時候，我伸長脖子張望著，母親沒來接我

我心裏忽地就有了種不祥的預感。

姨媽告訴我，給我打電話的時候

母親就已經不在了，她走得很安詳。

半年前，母親就被診斷出了癌症，只是她沒有告訴任何人

仍和平常一樣樂呵呵地忙裏忙外

並且把自己的後事都安排妥當了。

姨媽還告訴我，母親老早就患了眼疾，看東西很費勁。

我緊緊地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一顆心仿佛被人挖走。

原來，母親知道自己剩下的日子不多了

才不住地打電話叫我回家

她想再多看我幾眼，再和我多說幾句話。

原來，我挑剔著不肯下箸的飯菜

是她在視力模糊的情況下做的，我是多麼的粗心！

我走的那個晚上，她一個人是如何摸索到家

她跌倒了沒有，我永遠都無從知道了。

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母親，在生命最後的時光裏，還快樂地告訴我

牽牛花爬滿了舊煙囪，扁豆花開得像我小時候穿的紫衣裳。

你留下所有的愛，所有的溫暖，然後安靜地離開。

我知道，你是這世上唯一不會生我氣的人

唯一肯永遠等著我的人，也就是仗著這份寵愛

我才敢讓你等了那麼久。

可是，母親，我真的有那麼忙嗎？

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This article was making me tear off and felt guilty to my grandparent. All the while, I only know whine what I want to fulfil my dreams and keep mind-set with don't let myself regret on it. But act, I am totally neglect their (grandparent) love, care and expectance to me. Undeniably, their love and caring on me were everlasting more than other peoples. It's sober time, already missed out my grandpa, trying to do my best to my dearest grandma.

Burlesque

Earthquake happened again in Mexico, whether is disasters have fallen to this earth soon?  As prophesied, natural disasters was frequently occurred meant earth going rebirth soon and purge all the sinners (human). Be honestly, absolutely human were doing destructive much to the earth. With undeniable, the earth was transformation in every single minute or second, it is categories as truth and unchangeable. Of course, humans are blaming of sorts disasters have harmful to them, obviously humans were finding excuse for covering their peccadillo. Earth seems like getting friggin, disasters were splitting out to everywhere, and it is totally freaked out to human. In this predicament, human only can do is looking forward to savior for rescue the world.

Am I also need a savior to rescue me detach from this evil cum boring places? Yes, I do… recently I been scoffing on doing something numbness and dumbness, it’s obviously I am a veritable moron. Although doing this kind of numbness and dumbness thing are demoralized me, but I am still doing on it. What the hell and what’s going on to me? I been noticed forward that I can’t stretch my strength over this company anymore, only the way can lemme surviving more few months that is “flattering”. I believe many people will think that I am like a doggy deceiving to self and peoples and scorned to me. By default, the purposed of flattering is to handle those old foxes with well-seasoned; the defenseless like me that is mission impossible to wits with those old foxes. Perhaps the rhetoric could help protect me to dodge from the hounding and cull. Due to I am weary on those infighting, therefore I would wish everything executed with tranquilly. Those detrimental fight just reserves to scheming foxes to playing it.

Life is Short, Life is Vulnerable

Who does not dread on illness? Who can calmly to accept the illnesses that have fallen to themselves? Who are not funk they are sending to crematorium for burn or to bury into soil? I think in this world there are no exceeding 10% mankind have not dreaded and can accept the illness in a short period. Humans were innocent and scaring of death, me same not excepted. That called “life is fragile like glass and easy fracture like twigs”. Therefore in the philosophy of life always preaches to earthling to cherish what their own and please do the things that in the range of their ability. Worth to boasting is the phrase of “Today was doesn’t know what will happen on tomorrow”. Indeed, when we are facing any frustrated or dejected causes we will have some negative thoughts and do hope everything can end up soonest. Ironic is peoples are healthy but keep on sought the way to end up the life. For those peoples who are suffering from the illness, they are striving for surviving. What the sarcasms?

In a story line, a boy was supposing growing up in a healthy and happiness situation. Unfortunately the Malaria was irrupting into his life and starts to stunt him in good life. From the beginning, he has never skeptical on his healthy. But unconsciously, in a day he has going for a body check-out and the result was totally freaking him out. He gets an illness with the life short around 2 - 5 years. Simultaneous, he has in lost… does not know what the next step. Patently, his haunting was mapped out his dread and saddens, he not decide to inform his family and some other close friends. Thereupon he was dumbly to bearing the overwhelming force from the illness, he starting crumble with feel in butterflies in stomach, insomnia and keeps ditto the same negative thoughts, the passage of time his behavior has become a pessimist.

In above story the boy has become a pessimist, but there was pardonable. An advice, hope the boy was brace up on his illness and trying to do some meaningful things or to fulfill his own aspiration instead of excruciation on crumbling and negative thoughts. Nowadays the scientific advancements, any illness or malaria also can be getting a solution to cure. An affirmative brighten day is waiting for you.

A Nice Trip and An Adhering Decision

In a jiffy, the time was past so fast. As I remembered last week’s today was my superior, PA of boss and my senior came to Mexico for sojourn five days and now them already departure back to their respective country (Malaysia & Peru). By default, I have rendered my resignation on the day end of January 2012, as for my superior was told me that I shall giving 4 months’ notice of the resignation, That’s why nowadays I am been here Mexico City. My way to do so was as the righteous and for future we still can have a hilarious collaboration. In the picture that I still in mind, there was last week’s today I have picked-up them in airport, unexpectedly the first confront to them, they are asked me “how was your consideration?” OMG… My eyes were @@. But they saw me a bit contradiction about this question, then they not going to ask me meticulous. After picked-up them, go hotel checked –in and lunch nearby the office. Unconsciously, after lunch the time was around 4pm. Bunch of us was heading to office for a short conference. The short conference was end by 8pm and the content was just sharing some figure budget and overall picture of Mexico offices. The first day was end with sparingly.

Second day (Saturday), we were supposed to work half day in office. But with the suggestion we decide to visit the vicinity branch and the area town called “Queretaro”. We have departure from 9am and we decided to having brunch at the restaurant Mexican food that the staffs were strongly recommended. There was totally renowned when we have reached the said restaurant, a long queue of the customer to having their brunch over there, awesome. Queuing around 20 minutes more finally we have getting a sit. And the staffs were master of the food, and they help to order the gourmet dish famous over this restaurant name called “Barbacoa”. It was served with meat of lamb, its delicacies… So we have gluttony on that… (Giggle). Afterward, we have heading to the branch and sightseeing around the town. The weather in Queretaro was different with Mexico City, damn hot… Undeniable, we are savored the feel like traveler. We keep looking somewhere for the souvenirs, local snacks, local drink… The hanging out was fully fulfilled to our second day.

Third day (Sunday), considered a sport day to us. A flock of us were venturing to the pyramid (sun & moon) and play the challenges to climb up to the top of pyramids. Ultimately both of us were successful attacked both pyramids. We are bravo to ourselves… After that we were having lunch in a restaurant that located in cave. The environment of the restaurant was laudably. With the finish the lunch all were in the exhausted faces, heading back to hotel for resting. Coming was the fourth day (Monday), we have conducting a whole day meeting with lawyer, accountant and tax advisor. Although meeting was occupied our mostly whole day, at the night we had went to the bar to have drink and fun over there. Meanwhile, my superior & PA of boss were keep put an eyes on me, they are observed me and get know I could blended to the gangs with the staffs here. That time they are started to convince me to stay back. The talk over was enduring until their last day (Tuesday) in Mexico, in spite of they just have half day and necessary to go airport but they were albeit to stay me back in Mexico. As to cope with well-seasoned like them, I could only answered them with perfunctorily “lemme take a deep consideration and will reply before June 2012”.

Honestly from my hunch, whatsoever I did well of my job, they won’t seeing it and if I am choosing to stay back who can warranty me I won’t be back stab by someone again? And also in future the resignation still necessary have to give another 4 months’ notice again… These seem like never endless.

Therefore, my decision was still the same and adhering doing hope they can compassionate to me.

Unfathomable deteriorating

These two days lots question were floating onto my mind. And also this issues was stirring up my curious, and sometimes I been brain retarded while keep thinking and figure out the answer. “Why”… “Am I”… these two words seem like already building up a house in my brain. It’s like ghost floating around from west to east or south to north…. (Dull)

Another amusing incident, am I deteriorating? Due to a baffling today I been scolded and condemned with satire. Supposed I were in furious or dejected, but unexpectedly my action were in paranormal and treat it as relaxant and nothing feeling. Ouch... What’s going on to me??? Am I really self-indulgence right now??? Or I am doing a frill and prominent that I am approachable?? Really sometimes I also can’t figure what I am thinking right now…

Nevertheless I have been excruciation by above dilemma, but these were not ruining me with that easy. Some more nowadays, when I have been meet up or keeping touch with someone, all those vexed or harassed have been banished. Oops, what kind of this motivation?? Elusive!! (Grinning)

What are words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
Where every single promise I'll keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them

What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them

What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I'll keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

This is the song lyrics - "What are words" sang by Chris Medina to his girlfriend who currently suffers from brain injury due to a car accident. This song really show his heartbreaking love story and it's touched to everyone's hearts and possibly made people shed a little tear for him.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQY4dIxY1H4

Valentines Day

Valentine's Day... This festival normally was celebrating by those with couples; Unfortunately, I am not in couple on many many years ago... I have transiting the lonely Valentine's Day for long time ago, this year was no exception. But this year was different, because of I am located in other country (Mexico) during this festival conducting. It this good for me?? Or grieving me?? Undeniably, it is still torturing me in this festival no matter you are located in which area or country. The hollowness was so horrendous... It could deject you in any time any moment. Nevertheless, hollowness was horrendous but people's greeting and questions are everlasting horrible than everything. People normally will question with "how are you?? Do you have bf (for girl) or gf (for boy)?" come again another link question "how come you don't have partner?? You so... (pretty or handsome or else)" "please don't so picky"... @@. Sometimes, they are not understood the fates are not fallen to you and force doesn't come over too... Anyhow, in the modernism era no matter in single or couple, they will have their own ways on celebrating the said festival. With finish my rant, come back to my Valentine's Day (today), although I am alone on transit the festival but I still received some chocolates and candies from my lovely colleagues. Happy Valentine's Day

The Unknown Implicated

In unconsciously the time past was fast, another week (11.02.2012) was my return date to Mexico City from Malaysia. Accidentally, I still necessary to return to Mexico City for another four months (Feb – June). Shall I happy on that? I been realized I am a marshmallow and very ridiculous people. At first, when I have stepped into Malaysia, unexpectedly, my aspiration was wish to return to Mexico City??? Perhaps in fact, I am temporary addicted to enjoying the life that the short-term could cheerful my life. But when I finish consulted few people’s opinion and after through a deep deliberation, I been determined to tender my resignation to end up my picturing on my Mexico’s friends. Coincidence, when I am going to end up everything that I eager before… An unknown reason was holding me and not allows me to do the end up. What’s going on??? The ultimately, as above statement mentioned, I been allocating to return for another four months. Is this destiny??? Anyhow, I had been consulted by my family just to enjoy the trip without any stress of work. I will comply that what I need to do. :)

A Meaningful Night

Yesterday was a wonderful day for me. No matter the party night was delaying caused of conference call or else…? It is very meaningful to me and a reaction of somebody was very exhilarating to me. Whatsoever, I been noticed that there is no any upshot on this kind of matter. But I still desperate and seizing the moment that I having and I am doing cherish and appreciation whatever I owned right now.

A rave party on yesterday night, and knows some funny and queer guys too. They are gymnastics and keep dancing and singing on the street. I am quite enjoying the show that they are demonstrated. But sometimes really can’t sanction about their “body language”, there was too over… Giggle. In a jiffy, there was unrealized time was past fast to 2am. Is time we going bid farewell to each other, after that two of us were heading to my temporary apartment at the same time. In the end we are going bed off at 4am. Grinning…

Tonight is my last night staying in Mexico City, I hope that is a marvel night for me.