Life is Short, Life is Vulnerable

Who does not dread on illness? Who can calmly to accept the illnesses that have fallen to themselves? Who are not funk they are sending to crematorium for burn or to bury into soil? I think in this world there are no exceeding 10% mankind have not dreaded and can accept the illness in a short period. Humans were innocent and scaring of death, me same not excepted. That called “life is fragile like glass and easy fracture like twigs”. Therefore in the philosophy of life always preaches to earthling to cherish what their own and please do the things that in the range of their ability. Worth to boasting is the phrase of “Today was doesn’t know what will happen on tomorrow”. Indeed, when we are facing any frustrated or dejected causes we will have some negative thoughts and do hope everything can end up soonest. Ironic is peoples are healthy but keep on sought the way to end up the life. For those peoples who are suffering from the illness, they are striving for surviving. What the sarcasms?

In a story line, a boy was supposing growing up in a healthy and happiness situation. Unfortunately the Malaria was irrupting into his life and starts to stunt him in good life. From the beginning, he has never skeptical on his healthy. But unconsciously, in a day he has going for a body check-out and the result was totally freaking him out. He gets an illness with the life short around 2 - 5 years. Simultaneous, he has in lost… does not know what the next step. Patently, his haunting was mapped out his dread and saddens, he not decide to inform his family and some other close friends. Thereupon he was dumbly to bearing the overwhelming force from the illness, he starting crumble with feel in butterflies in stomach, insomnia and keeps ditto the same negative thoughts, the passage of time his behavior has become a pessimist.

In above story the boy has become a pessimist, but there was pardonable. An advice, hope the boy was brace up on his illness and trying to do some meaningful things or to fulfill his own aspiration instead of excruciation on crumbling and negative thoughts. Nowadays the scientific advancements, any illness or malaria also can be getting a solution to cure. An affirmative brighten day is waiting for you.

A Nice Trip and An Adhering Decision

In a jiffy, the time was past so fast. As I remembered last week’s today was my superior, PA of boss and my senior came to Mexico for sojourn five days and now them already departure back to their respective country (Malaysia & Peru). By default, I have rendered my resignation on the day end of January 2012, as for my superior was told me that I shall giving 4 months’ notice of the resignation, That’s why nowadays I am been here Mexico City. My way to do so was as the righteous and for future we still can have a hilarious collaboration. In the picture that I still in mind, there was last week’s today I have picked-up them in airport, unexpectedly the first confront to them, they are asked me “how was your consideration?” OMG… My eyes were @@. But they saw me a bit contradiction about this question, then they not going to ask me meticulous. After picked-up them, go hotel checked –in and lunch nearby the office. Unconsciously, after lunch the time was around 4pm. Bunch of us was heading to office for a short conference. The short conference was end by 8pm and the content was just sharing some figure budget and overall picture of Mexico offices. The first day was end with sparingly.

Second day (Saturday), we were supposed to work half day in office. But with the suggestion we decide to visit the vicinity branch and the area town called “Queretaro”. We have departure from 9am and we decided to having brunch at the restaurant Mexican food that the staffs were strongly recommended. There was totally renowned when we have reached the said restaurant, a long queue of the customer to having their brunch over there, awesome. Queuing around 20 minutes more finally we have getting a sit. And the staffs were master of the food, and they help to order the gourmet dish famous over this restaurant name called “Barbacoa”. It was served with meat of lamb, its delicacies… So we have gluttony on that… (Giggle). Afterward, we have heading to the branch and sightseeing around the town. The weather in Queretaro was different with Mexico City, damn hot… Undeniable, we are savored the feel like traveler. We keep looking somewhere for the souvenirs, local snacks, local drink… The hanging out was fully fulfilled to our second day.

Third day (Sunday), considered a sport day to us. A flock of us were venturing to the pyramid (sun & moon) and play the challenges to climb up to the top of pyramids. Ultimately both of us were successful attacked both pyramids. We are bravo to ourselves… After that we were having lunch in a restaurant that located in cave. The environment of the restaurant was laudably. With the finish the lunch all were in the exhausted faces, heading back to hotel for resting. Coming was the fourth day (Monday), we have conducting a whole day meeting with lawyer, accountant and tax advisor. Although meeting was occupied our mostly whole day, at the night we had went to the bar to have drink and fun over there. Meanwhile, my superior & PA of boss were keep put an eyes on me, they are observed me and get know I could blended to the gangs with the staffs here. That time they are started to convince me to stay back. The talk over was enduring until their last day (Tuesday) in Mexico, in spite of they just have half day and necessary to go airport but they were albeit to stay me back in Mexico. As to cope with well-seasoned like them, I could only answered them with perfunctorily “lemme take a deep consideration and will reply before June 2012”.

Honestly from my hunch, whatsoever I did well of my job, they won’t seeing it and if I am choosing to stay back who can warranty me I won’t be back stab by someone again? And also in future the resignation still necessary have to give another 4 months’ notice again… These seem like never endless.

Therefore, my decision was still the same and adhering doing hope they can compassionate to me.