Unfathomable deteriorating

These two days lots question were floating onto my mind. And also this issues was stirring up my curious, and sometimes I been brain retarded while keep thinking and figure out the answer. “Why”… “Am I”… these two words seem like already building up a house in my brain. It’s like ghost floating around from west to east or south to north…. (Dull)

Another amusing incident, am I deteriorating? Due to a baffling today I been scolded and condemned with satire. Supposed I were in furious or dejected, but unexpectedly my action were in paranormal and treat it as relaxant and nothing feeling. Ouch... What’s going on to me??? Am I really self-indulgence right now??? Or I am doing a frill and prominent that I am approachable?? Really sometimes I also can’t figure what I am thinking right now…

Nevertheless I have been excruciation by above dilemma, but these were not ruining me with that easy. Some more nowadays, when I have been meet up or keeping touch with someone, all those vexed or harassed have been banished. Oops, what kind of this motivation?? Elusive!! (Grinning)

What are words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
Where every single promise I'll keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them

What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them

What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I'll keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

This is the song lyrics - "What are words" sang by Chris Medina to his girlfriend who currently suffers from brain injury due to a car accident. This song really show his heartbreaking love story and it's touched to everyone's hearts and possibly made people shed a little tear for him.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQY4dIxY1H4

Valentines Day

Valentine's Day... This festival normally was celebrating by those with couples; Unfortunately, I am not in couple on many many years ago... I have transiting the lonely Valentine's Day for long time ago, this year was no exception. But this year was different, because of I am located in other country (Mexico) during this festival conducting. It this good for me?? Or grieving me?? Undeniably, it is still torturing me in this festival no matter you are located in which area or country. The hollowness was so horrendous... It could deject you in any time any moment. Nevertheless, hollowness was horrendous but people's greeting and questions are everlasting horrible than everything. People normally will question with "how are you?? Do you have bf (for girl) or gf (for boy)?" come again another link question "how come you don't have partner?? You so... (pretty or handsome or else)" "please don't so picky"... @@. Sometimes, they are not understood the fates are not fallen to you and force doesn't come over too... Anyhow, in the modernism era no matter in single or couple, they will have their own ways on celebrating the said festival. With finish my rant, come back to my Valentine's Day (today), although I am alone on transit the festival but I still received some chocolates and candies from my lovely colleagues. Happy Valentine's Day

The Unknown Implicated

In unconsciously the time past was fast, another week (11.02.2012) was my return date to Mexico City from Malaysia. Accidentally, I still necessary to return to Mexico City for another four months (Feb – June). Shall I happy on that? I been realized I am a marshmallow and very ridiculous people. At first, when I have stepped into Malaysia, unexpectedly, my aspiration was wish to return to Mexico City??? Perhaps in fact, I am temporary addicted to enjoying the life that the short-term could cheerful my life. But when I finish consulted few people’s opinion and after through a deep deliberation, I been determined to tender my resignation to end up my picturing on my Mexico’s friends. Coincidence, when I am going to end up everything that I eager before… An unknown reason was holding me and not allows me to do the end up. What’s going on??? The ultimately, as above statement mentioned, I been allocating to return for another four months. Is this destiny??? Anyhow, I had been consulted by my family just to enjoy the trip without any stress of work. I will comply that what I need to do. :)